She Is the One?
She is beautiful. Truly, incredibly beautiful. And when I say beautiful, I don't just mean her face. I mean her heart, her kindness, the way she feels, and the way she thinks. I love her so much. Ever since I met her, my life has changed in so many ways.
For some reason, every time I tell her that, she always replies with, "Masa sih?" Hahaha. Even though I've told her countless times that she's changed my life for the better. That's just a little bit about her. Now, let me tell you more.
Once again, she's beautiful. She's funny, she always understands my silly jokes, she's caring, smart, open-minded, and always thinks ahead. Honestly, who wouldn't fall in love with someone like her? She makes the mundane things feel special and the hard days feel totally manageable just by being there. I don’t know what I did to deserve someone as incredible as her, but I promise to always cherish her, laugh with her, and support her dreams every single step of the way. Here's to making countless more memories together.
By the way, this is all just my opinion. If you're reading this babe, I hope you won't get mad at me hahaha. One thing I still don't understand is how she can sleep for so long 😭😭. She could go to bed at midnight, wake up briefly at dawn, then go right back to sleep until 9, 10, or even 11 in the morning. Most of the time, I end up spamming her messages because she just won't wake up.
"Babe..." "Sayanggg..." "Bangunnn" And the funniest part is when I've already sent a million messages, then she finally wakes up and simply replies, "Baru bangun😭😭" I don't know why, but something that simple always makes me laugh. Everything she does somehow becomes adorable to me.
Another thing I love about her is how random she is. She has the most absurd sense of humor. She constantly sends me funny videos from Instagram, TikTok, and Threads. Sometimes they're hilarious, sometimes romantic, sometimes educational, and lately... she's been sending me so many babyyyyy videos 😭😭.
She always says she really wants a baby. Sometimes she'll jokingly ask, "Gimana caranya punya baby tanpa nikah?" or, "Kamu cariin aku baby dong, babe" Then she'll casually throw in things like, "Nikah yuk" Hahaha.
She truly brightens my days, especially when I'm exhausted and stressed about finding a job. She's always there to encourage me, to love me, and to remind me that I'm never alone. I'm incredibly grateful to have her in my life. I'll keep doing everything I can for her. And I hope that when the day finally comes, you'll still be right here beside me. I mean it... I want you by my side forever 🐱🐱.
After every prayer, I always pray for both of us. Funny enough, this is the first time in my life that I've been able to stay consistent with my prayers hahah. I love her so much. I never want her to be sad. I just want her to be happy. May she always be surrounded by kindness. May she always meet good people. May every dream she has come true. Aamiin.
She has changed my life in so many ways, both directly and indirectly. She has had such a positive impact on me. This relationship has helped me become a better person, more honest, more patient, and more comfortable being myself. I've never experienced anything like this before.
Because of the way she loves and cares for me, I slowly started taking better care of myself too. I began asking her about skincare what to use, how to use it, and when to apply it. Since then, I've been using moisturizer, sunscreen, body lotion, cleansing my face regularly, and even exfoliating my body twice a week.
She's taught me so much, not just about skincare, but about life, knowledge, society, love, respecting each other, and putting effort into a relationship. She's kind. She's beautiful. And I'll never stop admiring her.
She also always listens to all the imaginary stories I make up 😭😭. I know I'm childish, and she's already confirmed that herself. Maybe my personality doesn't really match my age, but with her, I'm never afraid to be myself. I can show her the side of me that I rarely show anyone else.
Being loved by you feels like the most beautiful blessing God has ever given me. Even though I can't give you everything you deserve right now, you still believe in me. I only hope that when the day comes where I finally can, you'll still be standing beside me.
I really, truly fell in love with her. Her little habits. Her laugh. The way she talks. The way she treats me. Every little thing that makes her who she is.
I'm never giving up on us. One day, I want to marry you. I want us to build a home filled with laughter, have adorable little babies, watch them grow up, and grow old together. You are the reason I keep trying. The reason I work harder, stay disciplined, and become a better version of myself every single day. You're also the reason I stay motivated to work hard and save money 👀👀, because I want to build a future that's worthy of us.
I hope we'll make all of our dreams come true together. Traveling around the world, trying amazing food, building a happy little family, spending our lives together, and creating countless beautiful memories.
Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for loving me so sincerely. Thank you for becoming my home. The one I never knew I was searching for. You make me feel the most alive I've ever been. I really love it when you call me "Babe" "Sayang". It feels so special and warm. I love you, babe❤️❤️❤️.